I dont think i am cut out for a relationship=( I dont think i deserve anyone to love me. I am alone. Always be. I feel that i should have so many people to love me, care for me. i am so torn apart by so many people.
I tried to make everyone happy.
I tried to tickle them when they are sad.
I tried to give suggestions.
I tried to be their listening ears.
I tried to be the one to be there for them.
Yet,
I didnt help myself.
I didnt acheive the things that i set out to accomplish.
I didnt get what i want eventually.
I didnt want to break someone's heart.
I didnt mean it.
I didnt want to be the troublemaker.
Everything, just collaps